THIS IS ME VERA WARZECHA, FIGHTING BACK AND GOING PUBLIC IN THE CONTINUED SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH!!!Here are a collection of emails from "SISTER DEAR SISTER" alias "QUEEN WITCH" masquerading as "ANNA SOLTI" who she says is her legal adviser, she has even used this name for conducting business on the Internet, and "URSULA STRATFORD" an identity she made up for the purpose of feeding me more misinformation, which she so obviously hoped would cause me even more confusion and so push me even further towards the PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL!!!
Iv had to black out her name a few times, don't want to go to prison just yet, have responsibility's, but I will come the end of the summer risk all for the sake of the TRUTH!!!
Oh sorry this family doesn't do collective, or sticking together, or loyalty, or honesty, it just dose SECRETS & LIES of the most destructive kind, they lie, upon lie to who ever will listen, I AM ASHAMED OF THEM! I am the only one that has the guts to stand up and question WHY!!!
7 months later she's still pretending to be "ANNA SOLTI"!!!
NOTE how in the first paragraph of the above email "SISTER DEAR SISTER" tries to make out that SHE is the victim in all this SHIT!!! SHE IS MOST DEFINITELY NOT THE VICTIM, SHE IS THE PERPETRATOR
No "SISTER DEAR SISTER" what you will be remembered for is your total dishonest and devious actions that you have resorted to, to keep the truth hidden about what they "mother and father and whoever else was involved" did to me when I was a young child!
I will make sure that what you are remembered for is the attempted TOTAL DESTRUCTION OF MY FAMILY, of the way you used and abused my good nature and sent me to the very deepest depths of despair on so many occasion's!!!
What you will be remembered for is the SCUMBAG that you TRULY are! YOU could make my life so much better just by telling me what you know with no cost to yourself, what have you got to loose? Your failure to give me what is RIGHTFULLY MINE just bolsters my opinion of you, you are a NASTY, DRUNKEN, DEVIOUS, DISGUSTING EXCUSE for a human being, masquerading as a pillar of the community, but in reality all you really care about is your own DRUNKEN, SELFISH, SELF-CENTRED, GREEDY SELF!!!
I will spell it out to you what I want from you:
I WANT THE TRUTH ABOUT WHO I AM AND WHERE THEY GOT ME FROM WHEN I WAS A BABY!!!
I WANT TO KNOW ALL ABOUT WHAT THEY DID TO ME WHEN I WAS A YOUNG CHILD!!!
AND WHY I HAVE THIS 7 INCH SCAR AND WHO PERFORMED THIS ILLEGAL OPERATION ON ME AND WHERE IT HAPPENED!!!
Last but not least, I want a FULL ADMISSION OF GUILT AND A FULL APOLOGY FROM YOU BOTH IN WRITING AND VERBALLY FOR TRYING TO DESTROY MINE AND MY CHILDREN'S LIVES!!!
I DON'T WANT REVENGE I JUST WANT THE TRUTH!!!
SO "SISTER DEAR SISTER" ARE YOU GOING TO TAKE THESE SECRETS TO YOUR GRAVE, KNOWING HOW MUCH MY LIFE WOULD BE IMPROVED FROM KNOWING THE TRUTH ABOUT WHO I AM, WHY I HAVE THIS HORRENDOUS 7 INCH SCAR, AND WHY I WAS SO POORLY AND HALF STARVED TO DEATH WHEN "GANSBUHLER, WARZECHA, SYMA, SEGEL, VON SEGEL" OR WHATEVER HER NAME IS DUMPED US INTO CARE!!!
I KNOW THAT YOU AND THE OTHER TWO SIBLINGS THAT WERE DUMPED INTO CARE THE SAME TIME AS ME WERE NOT IN THE SAME CONDITION AS ME ON ENTERING CARE. I KNOW THIS BECAUSE I HAVE FOUND A WAY TO GET PAST THE BLACK-OUT THAT WAS APPLIED TO MOST OF THE IMPORTANT INFORMATION ABOUT ME IN THE FILES THAT I RECEIVED FROM TOWER HAMLETS SOCIAL SERVICES!!! I FOUND A DOCUMENT ABOUT THE STATE OF OUR HEALTH THE DAY SHE DUMPED US, YOU THREE WERE CONSIDERED TO BE IN REASONABLE GOOD HEALTH, BUT I WAS CONSIDERED TO BE EMACIATED AND IN NEED OF SPECIALIST CARE, THEY WERE ALSO CONCERNED WITH WHY I COULDN'T OR WOULDN'T TALK!!! I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT WE WERE ALL DUMPED INTO CARE BECAUSE "MOTHER" DIDN'T SEE WHY SHE SHOULD HAVE TO LOOK AFTER ME ON HER OWN, AFTER ALL I WASN'T EVEN HERS. DUMPING US ALL INTO CARE AT THE SAME TIME WAS A WAY TO EXPLAIN AWAY WHAT THEY HAD DONE TO ME, SHE COULD BLAME IT ALL ON "FATHER", BECAUSE BY THEN "FATHER" HAD LEGGED IT WITH THE LOOT!!!
I NOW KNOW WITH OUT ANY DOUBT AT ALL THAT THE BABY BORN TO "MOTHER" ON 6TH MARCH 1955 (MY SUPPOSED BIRTH DATE) WAS NOT A PREMATURE BABY! BELOW ARE THE TWO EMAILS I RECEIVED FROM THE HOSPITAL WHERE I WAS SUPPOSEDLY BORN, AND THE REASON WHY SHE TOLD THE SOCIAL WORKERS THAT I WAS PREMATURE AT BIRTH WAS TO COVER UP THE STATE OF MY HEALTH THE DAY SHE DUMPED US, I REMEMBER THE DAY "MOTHER" DUMPED US, SHE TOLD THE SOCIAL WORKERS THAT THE REASON WHY I WAS EMACIATED WAS BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER BEEN A GOOD EATER, AND THAT SOMETIMES SHE HAD TO FORCE ME TO EAT, AND SHE PUT THAT DOWN TO ME BEING 12 WEEKS PREMATURE AT BIRTH!!!
BELOW IS A PIECE OF PAPER FROM MY FILES THAT I RECEIVED FROM TOWER HAMLETS SOCIAL SERVICES, UNDER VERA'S EARLY HISTORY IT CLEARLY STATES THAT I WAS SUPPOSEDLY BORN THREE MONTHS PREMATURE!!! ANOTHER PAGE FULL OF LIES!!!
AND BELOW ARE THE TWO EMAILS I RECEIVED FROM THE HOSPITAL WHERE I WAS SUPPOSEDLY BORN, THEY CLEARLY STATE THAT THE BABY BORN TO "MOTHER" ON 6TH MARCH 1955 WAS NOT A PREMATURE BIRTH, THE BABY WENT HOME TWO DAYS AFTER THE BIRTH!!!
SO WHERE IS THE CHILD THAT WAS BORN ON 6TH MARCH 1955 WHILE THEY WERE LIVING AT "BRICKYARD COTTAGE, CHICHLEY, NEWPORT PAGNELL". THE ONLY EXPLANATION THAT I CAN THINK OF IS THAT THE CHILD MUST HAVE DIED AND IS BURIED IN AN UNMARKED GRAVE SOMEWHERE!!!
SO IF IM WRONG ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT THEN WHY DONT WE MEET IN A PUBLIC PLACE SOMEWHERE AND YOU TELL ME HOW THE STORY GOES, BUT YOU HAVENT GOT THE GUTS TO DO THE RIGHT THING, BUT I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO PROVE ME WRONG!!!
I PHONED "MOTHER" 2nd OCTOBER 1995 WHEN WE "EX-PARTNER" AND CHILDREN WERE LIVING ON CORONATION RD, LOFTUS, EAST CLEVELAND, TO TELL ME THE TRUTH, SHE GOT REALLY ANGRY AND TOLD ME THAT THEY "MOTHER AND FATHER" ABDUCTED ME FROM VICTORIA TRAIN STATION, LONDON! I HAVE SCOURED THE INTERNET FOR YOUNG CHILDREN THAT WERE ABDUCTED FROM SAID STATION IN THE MID 1950s, BUT FOUND NOTHING!
I PHONED YOU THE SAME DAY, DO YOU REMEMBER "SISTER DEAR SISTER" THAT WAS ONE OF THE TIMES THAT YOU TRIED TO HAVE ME SECTIONED BUT FAILED, AND YOU WEREN'T EVEN LIVING UP HERE AT THAT TIME, THAT WAS THE TIME YOU WROTE ME THAT REALLY NASTY LETTER, WHICH I STILL HAVE BY THE WAY, MAYBE I SHOULD ADD IT TO MY BLOG!
Below is the letter I received from "sister dear sister", this is her response to me asking her to tell me the truth!
I can remember very well how in the 1980s and 1990s "sister dear sister" went on and on about how much she hated "mother". Yet in this letter and at the same time as hating "mother", "sister dear sister" comes across as if they are the best of friends, and so very concerned for "mother"SISTER DEAR SISTER" WHEN YOU WERE WRITING THIS LETTER YOU WERE OBVIOUSLY THINKING ABOUT YOURSELF, WALLOWING IN SELF PITY IS YOUR SIGNATURE, IF YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THE MOST SELFISH PERSON EVER, THEN ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS LOOK IN THE MIRROR, EVIL WITCH!!!
SISTER DEAR SISTER" WHAT EXACTLY DO YOU WANT ME TO APOLOGISE FOR, HAVING THE NERVE TO LIVE,? BREATHING IN THE SAME AIR AS YOU,? SURVIVING ALL THE SHIT YOU HAVE THROWN AT ME,?
TO BE HONEST "SISTER DEAR SISTER" THIS LETTER ISN'T WORTH THE PAPER YOU WROTE IT ON, IT IS JUST ANOTHER EXAMPLE OF YOUR NASTY PSYCHOPATHIC CHARACTER, YOU OBVIOUSLY SENT IT TO ME IN THE HOPE THAT IT WOULD REDUCE ME TO A QUIVERING HEAP ON THE FLOOR, OVERCOME WITH CONFUSION, GUILT AND SHAME. BUT "SISTER DEAR SISTER" THE GUILT AND SHAME IS ON YOU, BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE THAT HAS WORKED SO VERY HARD TO DESTROY MY LIFE COMPLETELY, YOU NEARLY SUCCEEDED, BUT NOW I AM RISING, RISING FREE, UP OUT OF THE DEPTHS OF DESPAIR WHERE YOU IMPRISONED ME!
I MIGHT NOT HAVE MONEY OR MUCH IN THE WAY OF MATERIAL POSSESSIONS WHICH I REALLY DON'T GIVE SHIT ABOUT, BUT WHAT I DO HAVE IS HONESTY, WHICH I TAKE GREAT PRIDE IN, AND A NEW FOUND SENSE OF AMAZING SELF-CONFIDENCE WHICH IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN LACKING MOST OF MY LIFE, AND YOU ARE DIRECTLY RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT, BECAUSE IT WAS YOU AND "MOTHER" THAT KEPT ON HAVING ME SACKED FROM EVERY JOB I MANAGED TO SECURE WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER, IT WAS YOU WHO HAD ME SECTIONED 7 TIMES, IT WAS YOU WHO KEPT HAVING ME ARRESTED, IT WAS YOU WHO KEPT ON TELLING ME LIES TO CONFUSE AND DISORIENTATE ME, IT WAS YOU AND OTHERS WHO WERE THE ORCHESTRATOR'S OF ALL THE WEIRD AND FRIGHTENING STUFF THAT KEPT HAPPENING TO US!!! YOU ARE THE REASON WHY YOUR "SIDE-KICK" MADE MY LIFE AN ABSOLUTE HELL THE WHOLE TIME WE WERE TOGETHER. BY THE WAY, ARE YOU THE ONE THATS PAYING FOR HIS "NEW CAR" EVERY TIME HE RUNS HIS OLD ONE INTO THE GROUND!
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT SINCE 2005 WHEN I TOLD YOUR IDIOT "SIDE KICK" WHERE TO GO I HAVE FELT AN AMAZING SENSE OF RELIEF AND FREEDOM, AS IF NOTHING COULD TOUCH ME ANY MORE, NOT YOU, NOT THE PERVERT, OH SORRY I MEANT YOUR "SIDE-KICK", NOT ANYONE, BECAUSE NOW I KNOW WITHOUT ANY DOUBT THAT YOU, "MOTHER" AND YOUR ZOMBIE FOLLOWERS ARE JUST A GANG OF SCUM-BAGS, AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE DONE WITH YOUR LIVES IS JUST ONE BIG LIE!!!
AT LEAST I CAN SAY WITH ALL HONESTY THAT I HAVE NEVER PLOTTED OR SCHEMED TO DESTROY ANOTHER HUMAN LIFE, AND THIS IS WHERE WE DIFFER SO MUCH. YOU HAVE NO RESPECT NOT EVEN FOR YOUR OWN CHILDREN, THE LIES YOU HAVE TOLD ABOUT THEM IS PROVE OF THAT, I'M NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT THE LIES YOU TOLD ABOUT YOUR YOUNGEST BEING ILL, BUT THE LIES YOU WERE TELLING ABOUT THEM WHEN YOU LIVED AT MOUNT PLEASANT JUST OUT SIDE GUISBOROUGH, EAST CLEVELAND, REMEMBER THE CHRISTMAS CARDS WHICH YOU SAID YOUR CHILDREN HAD WRITTEN IN, IN THAT VERY NEAT HANDWRITING, IT WAS YOUR HAND WRITING YOU STUPID WOMAN, DO YOU HONESTLY THINK I CARED
WHAT YOUR CHILDREN'S HANDWRITING LOOKED LIKE!!!
HERE IS ANOTHER ONE, NOT ABOUT YOUR CHILDREN THOUGH. I WENT UP TO SEE YOU AT MOUNT PLEASANT, AND YOU WERE SAYING THAT YOU AND ONLY YOU IN THE FAMILY WERE DESCENDANT FROM ROYALTY, BUT YOU WERE JUST HAVING ANOTHER ONE OF YOUR DELUSIONAL EPISODES, AND I SAY IT AGAIN, YOU STUPID WOMAN!!!
COME OUT FROM BEHIND THAT FACADE "SISTER DEAR SISTER", (DO YOU GET ANY SUN BEHIND THERE?, NO, NO WONDER YOUR SO WHITE?) AND SHOW THE WORLD WHO YOU REALLY ARE, SHOW THE WORLD WHATS IN YOUR HEART, I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE!!!
On the last page of the above letter she says that she had looked for father and found no trace of him 5 years before she wrote the letter, which would have been the year 1990, if this is true and he was still alive then he obviously didn't want to be found for whatever reason, but in the email below dated 15th December 2002 she states, "I met him some seven years ago on neutral territory.", which would have made the year she met him 1995, same year she wrote the letter above. She obviously has no intentions of telling me where she met him, if she met him at all, but I think I know "sister dear sister" better than she knows herself! If she had met him she would have told me where, even if it was just to make me jealous!!!
If I had found important information about our parents or our past, I would not have hesitated in sharing it with all 8 siblings, it would not matter how much I had paid for the information, because that information would have belonged to us all, and it wouldn't have felt right keeping it to myself!
Above letter and email below again full of lies, in all that she has written to me she certainly comes across as being spiteful, selfish, and totally callous to the extreme, she has no feelings for anyone except herself!!!
I DO NOT WISH TO HAVE ANY CONTACT WITH YOU EITHER "sister dear sister", BUT THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS THAT YOU HAVE SOMETHING THAT IS RIGHTFULLY MINE------THE TRUTH!!!
Here is a photo of the 7 inch scar that I have been left with, from an illegal operation that was performed on me when I was 3 or 4 years old in some filthy, dirty, scummy, back room, somewhere down Brick Lane in the East End of London, late 1950s!!! (This photo dose my scar no justice in any way at all, it looks a lot worse in real life!)
I know "MOTHER and FATHER" were into every scam going, "MOTHER" was particularly fond of DIAMONDS! Is that what they used me for, smuggling diamonds!!! I remember when I was about 10 years old, when "mother" and youngest sibling lived at 78 Amity Rd, Stratford, East London. Do you remember the diamond shaped birthmark I have on my left arm. Every time I went to hers while she lived in that slum, she went on and on about my birthmark, and how much luck it had bought HER!!!
This is what a top Consultant Surgeon said to me after looking at this 7 inch scar which is supposed to be the result of an appendectomy, I wrote it down as he was saying it: "ITS NOT IN THE RIGHT PLACE THAT'S WHY THE SCAR IS SO BIG, THE MUSCLES OF THE DIAPHRAGM HAD BEEN SOWN TOGETHER WITH THE SURFACE SKIN, BUT THE MUSCLE SHOULD HAVE BEEN SOWN TOGETHER FIRST, THEN THE SURFACE SKIN, EVEN IF THE OPERATION TOOK PLACE IN GERMANY IT STILL WOULDN'T BE AN EXCUSE, I WOULD SAY THAT THIS WAS A VERY HURRIED OPERATION, PERFORMED BY SOMEONE THAT DIDN'T HAVE THE NECESSARY SKILLS, THIS WAS CERTAINLY A BOTCHED UP JOB, AND IT DOSE LOOK TO ME LIKE YOU COULD HAVE BEEN OPENED UP MORE THAN ONCE"!!!
My spineless ex-partner says that mother told him what they did to me, but I'm not sure if I can trust him to tell the truth, or if its just another wind-up. I wasted 22 years of my life cooking, cleaning, and running round after him like a headless chicken, and what did he give me? He gave me 22 years of winding me up and trying to get me sectioned! Mother told him: "They held me captive in a small room, a man opened me up and hid diamonds inside me, then they kept me sedated possibly for months, then they opened me up again, removed the diamonds but the bag split and 2 or 3 were lost inside me"! If this is true then it explains why I was in such bad health both physically and mentally at the time of being dumped into the care of the local authority, apparently at one point I nearly died! MAYBE THERE ARE STILL DIAMONDS INSIDE ME!!!
"sister dear sister" ARE YOU LIVING OFF THE PROCEEDS OF THEIR CRIME, IS THAT HOW YOU MANAGED TO START UP THAT BUSINESS OF YOURS????????
So "sister dear sister" what do you say to that! I know the emphasis all these years has been to stop me from finding out the truth! I know without any doubt at all that you know all about what they did to me, that is why you set out to destroy me, BECAUSE MOTHER GROOMED YOU TO DO HER DIRTY WORK FOR HER, JUST LIKE YOU EMPLOY PEOPLE TO DO YOUR DIRTY WORK FOR YOU!!! I WILL NEVER GIVE UP LOOKING FOR THE TRUTH!!!
Remember the meetings that you all used to have in mothers dinning room to discuss what to do about me! I remember more than one occasion when mother sent me letters inviting me and children for dinner. We arrived at her house at 887 Romford Rd, Manor Park, London E15 to find you and other siblings already there, we were all sat in the front room, mother came in making the "into the dinning room gesture" to you and the others, I got up to go in with the rest of you, she looked at me and told me to sit back down because it didn't concern me, (it was just another wind up, mother playing her little power game, her putting me down like that in front of you all was supposed to get me going, that's why she invited us for dinner SO SHE COULD DO EXACTLY THAT!) but I'm not stupid, I listened at the door, I clearly heard what was said, she wanted me out of the way, but not quite dead, ie. she wanted me locked up and she was leaving that to you, she made you responsible for achieving that end.
Here's another one, I know that this so-called rift between you and mother wasn't real, you both wanted me to think that you were at odds with each other, but it was just another piece of the bigger picture of continuous deceit which was supposed to keep me in a state of constant confusion!!! And if you hated her so much why did you keep going back to mothers?!?!
Just like two other siblings R and M, according to both of them they hated each others guts. They both refused to recognise each others existence in my presence, it went on for what seemed like years, but there I was stood in M's kitchen late 1980s, she had just told me how much she still hated R and how they still weren't talking, and who should walk in but R in her full blown glory and full of the joys of spring. She looked straight at me with horror on her face, turned round with her tail between her legs and hurriedly walked out never finishing what she had started to say! Obviously M had forgotten to tell her that I was visiting that weekend! The only conclusion I can come up with is that all those years of strife between them was just another farce of the same bigger picture! But what you people need to understand is that you have not only made my life into a lie but also your own lives, HA!!!
Wasn't it R and M that stole my files from the social services at Archer House, Bow Rd, Tower Hamlets, I think R was 18 years old at the time. Mother plied them with cheap booze and sent them on their way not caring about what would happen to them if they got caught. According to R and M this is how they did it, and I have to say they were very proud of themselves for getting away with it! R and M went to Archer House and R asked to see her files, the social worker showed them into the room where all the files were kept and then left. In the middle of the room was a table where the social worker had placed R's files, the walls of the room were lined with shelving stacked high with files, they found my files and stuffed them under their coats, they threw around other files and made a total mess of the room, on their way out they set off the fire alarm and then walked out with everyone else! R is now a teacher in Bedfordshire, who would want such a dishonest person teaching and being an influence on their children, ITS DISGUSTING THAT PEOPLE LIKE R ARE ALLOWED TO WORK WITH CHILDREN!!! R has a daughter who used to work as a social worker for Tower Hamlets and I bet my life on it that she is the one responsible for blacking out all the important information in the little amount of documents that I received from Tower Hamlets!!!
Here's another one again, "sister dear sister" do you remember Bill Franklin, he was our social worker when my first child was just a toddler, when we lived in that council slum on the corner of Camden Rd and Camden St, Camden Town. You came on a visit to our home such as it was, I will never forget that day, in one way it is quite hilarious, because I remember thinking what an idiot you are, because you were trying to encourage me to eat those black tomatoes that you grew on the balcony, they were thick with lead from the constant and never ending stream of traffic that passed our house. The thing is that you grew them on that balcony because you knew what would happen to them and you honestly thought that I would be so stupid as to eat them!!! See "sister dear sister" you think your so perfect, and so very intelligent but you mistook me for someone with low intelligence with no hope of ever being able to express herself, but here I am FIGHTING BACK!!!!") but anyway back to the matter in hand Bill Franklin, that same day Bill Franklin had been to my house to talk about things, I phoned him because I was a bit upset because weird stuff had been happening again and I didn't know who else to talk too about it, he came to my house, he brought me a pot plant to cheer me up, I told you about him, about what a nice person he was, that was the last time I saw him until a couple of months later when I saw him on Kentish Town High St coming out of the Job Centre, he told me that he had been sacked for getting too involved with me and that he wasn't allowed to talk to me and that there was an inquiry going on, he was absolutely certain that one of my family members had made a complaint about him, BUT YOU WERE THE ONLY FAMILY MEMBER THAT KNEW ABOUT HIM!!! CONCLUSION= YOU HAD BILL FRANKLIN SACKED!!!
Bill Franklin is one of the very few men that I have ever met that I can say deserves the description of GENTLEMAN, HE DID NOT DESERVE BEING SACKED!!! He was the most kind, caring and sensitive man that any woman could possibly hope to meet, he never made any advances towards me or said anything out of place or said or did anything to make me feel small and unimportant like other social workers had done!!! HIS LIFE IS ANOTHER LIFE YOU HAVE DESTROYED!!!
Now lets discuss LIAM PATRICK KEANE the only man I have ever TRULY LOVED so very, very DEARLY, he is the father of my first born, 1976, we would most probably still be together and married if LIAM HAD BEEN ALLOWED TO LIVE!!!
I DON'T CARE WHAT THE POLICE SAY OR WHAT HIS DEATH CERTIFICATE SAYS, THEY AND IT ARE SO VERY VERY WRONG!!! LIAM DIED IN MYSTERIOUS CIRCUMSTANCES ON 8TH OCTOBER 1977 AT 141 DERBY LODGE, WICKLOW ST, GRAYS INN RD, LONDON, WC1. ACCORDING TO HIS DEATH CERTIFICATE HE DIED FROM AN OVERDOSE OF PRESCRIPTION DRUGS THAT WERE GIVEN TO HIM BY HIS GP FOR PAIN IN HIS LUNGS, BUT WHAT IT DOSEN'T SAY ON HIS DEATH CERTIFICATE IS THAT ALCOHOL WAS A CONTRIBUTING FACTOR TOO HIS DEATH!!!
DERBY LODGE WAS AN OLD VICTORIAN BLOCK OF FLATS WHICH WE, MYSELF, LIAM AND BABY AND LOADS OF OTHER PEOPLE WERE SQUATTING IN.
LIAM HAD A DRINK PROBLEM, BUT HE WORKED REALLY HARD TO OVERCOME IT. EVERY WEEK FOR MONTHS I WENT WITH HIM TO AA MEETINGS, HE HAD STOPPED DRINKING ALTOGETHER BY THE TIME I WAS 6 MONTHS PREGNANT. HIS AIM WAS TO BE THE BEST FATHER THAT HE COULD BE. WE MOVED INTO DERBY LODGE AT THE END OF AUGUST 1977. LIAM GOT HIMSELF A JOB AND EVERYTHING WAS FINE FOR ABOUT A MONTH. LIAM GOT UP ONE MORNING AND WENT TO WORK BUT NEVER CAME HOME THAT EVENING, I DIDN'T SEE HIM AGAIN UNTIL 4 OR 5 DAYS LATER WHEN HE CAME HOME EXTREMELY CONFUSED AND DISORIENTATED AND SAID THAT HE HAD BEEN ARRESTED AND TAKEN TO "NOTTING HILL POLICE STATION" WHERE THEY SUBJECTED HIM TO DAYS OF TORTURE BECAUSE SOMEONE HAD TOLD THE POLICE THAT LIAM WAS AN "IRA ACTIVIST AND WAS PLANNING A BOMB ATTACK". HE WAS NOT AN ACTIVIST OF ANY KIND, HE WAS UNWELL WITH CHRONIC PAINS IN HIS LUNGS AND JUST WANTED TO LIVE IN PEACE. LIAM LOST HIS JOB BECAUSE OF IT, AND THAT WAS THE END OF OUR PLANS FOR PEACE AND TRANQUILLITY!
THE VERY NEXT DAY WE NOTICED WE WERE BEING WATCHED BY PLAIN CLOTHED POLICEMEN IN UNMARKED CARS. WE TESTED THEM BY GOING OUT FOR A LONG WALK, AND SURE ENOUGH THEY WERE BEHIND US THE WHOLE TIME!!!
ABOUT 2 WEEKS BEFORE LIAM DIED A WOMAN BY THE NAME OF "DOREEN" MOVED INTO THE FLAT JUST ABOVE US, SHE SAID SHE WAS A NURSE FROM IRELAND, AND THAT SHE CAME FROM A LONG LOST BRANCH OF LIAM'S FAMILY, SHE SAID SHE HAD BEEN TOLD BY LIAM'S FAMILY WHERE WE WERE LIVING, WRONG, WE HADN'T TOLD ANYONE WHERE WE WERE LIVING LEAST OF ALL LIAM'S MOTHER AND SISTER'S WHO HE HATED FOR THE WAY THEY HAD TREATED HIS DAD WHILE HE WAS DYING FROM CANCER!!! BUT YOU "sister dear sister" HAD YOUR OWN WAYS OF KEEPING TRACK OF ME, DIDN'T YOU!
THE DAY BEFORE HE DIED LIAM WAS IN A LOT OF PAIN AND LOST HIS WAY! "DOREEN" ENTICED HIM UP TO HER FLAT WITH THE PROMISE OF "AMAZING SEX", RIGHT OUT FROM UNDER MY NOSE, I WAS SAT IN THE FRONT ROOM AND WATCHED HELPLESSLY AS LIAM WAS LURED AWAY FROM ME! I COULD DO NOTHING FOR FEAR THAT MY BABY MIGHT GET HURT, SHE HAD TO COME FIRST!
THE NEXT MORNING I FOUND A NOTE IN MY LETTER BOX FROM "DOREEN" TELLING ME THAT I SHOULD GO AND CHECK UP ON LIAM, I WENT UP TO HER FLAT, SHE HADN'T EVEN BOTHERED CLOSING THE FRONT DOOR, I FOUND LIAM DEAD IN THE DOOR WAY OF HER FRONT ROOM, IT LOOKED LIKE HE COULD HAVE CHOCKED ON HIS OWN VOMIT! I WAS SO SERIOUSLY DISTRESSED FROM FINDING LIAM LIKE THAT, "DOREEN" WAS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN, AND ALL HER BELONGINGS HAD GONE. I KNEW IMMEDIATELY THAT SHE WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR LIAM'S DEATH!!! SOMEONE PHONED THE POLICE, THEY AND A DOCTOR CAME, THE DOCTOR EXAMINED LIAM AND CONFIRMED THAT HE HAD DIED AND MOST PROBABLY DIED BETWEEN THE HOURS OF 9PM-12AM AND HAD DRUNK ALCOHOL THE NIGHT BEFORE!!! THE POLICE DIDN'T WANT A STATEMENT OFF ME EVEN THOUGH I WAS THE ONE THAT FOUND HIM, THEY WEREN'T INTERESTED IN ANYTHING I HAD TO SAY, AND MADE NO EFFORT TO FIND "DOREEN" !!! EVEN AT THE INQUEST I WAS NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE MY SAY!!! I BECAME MORE AND MORE DISTRESSED BECAUSE OF WHAT HAD HAPPENED AND COULDN'T STOP CRYING, SOME ONE FOUND "sister dear sisters" PHONE NUMBER IN MY BAG AND PHONED HER TO COME AND HELP ME, BUT ALL "sister dear sister" DID FOR ME WAS HAVE ME SECTIONED YET AGAIN, ALTHOUGH ALL I WAS DOING WAS CRYING A LOT WHICH I THINK IS THE MOST NATURAL THING TO DO WHEN YOU LOOSE SOMEONE YOU LOVE! THEY TOOK ME TO THE SECURE UNIT AT THE ROYAL FREE HOSPITAL AND AGAIN FORCIBLY DOPED ME UP TO MY EYEBALLS WITH THEIR OWN BRAND OF INTOXICATING DRUGS, I SPENT 28 DAYS IN THAT CONDITION, THEN THEY THREW ME OUT!!!
AS SOON AS I LEFT THAT HELL HOLE AND GOT MY HEAD TOGETHER, I WENT STRAIGHT TO SEE THE DOCTOR WHO HAD PRESCRIBED LIAM THE MEDICATION FOR THE PAIN IN HIS LUNGS, AND HE CONFIRMED THAT THE ALCOHOL THAT LIAM HAD DRUNK THE NIGHT BEFORE HAD CONTRIBUTED TO HIS DEATH, HE ALSO SAID THAT THE AMOUNT OF ALCOHOL THAT HE HAD DRUNK WAS WAY BEYOND WHAT MOST PEOPLE THAT HAVE DIED FROM ALCOHOLIC POISONING HAVE IN THEIR STOMACH'S, I BELIEVE THAT "DOREEN" WAS POURING IT DOWN LIAM'S THROAT AS HE LAY UNCONSCIOUS ON THE FLOOR, LIAM'S SHIRT AND JACKET WERE WET WITH ALCOHOL AS WAS THE FLOOR AROUND LIAM'S UPPER BODY!!!
I BELIEVE THAT "DOREEN" MOVED INTO DERBY LODGE FOR ONE REASON AND ONE REASON ONLY AND THAT WAS TO DISRUPT OUR LIVES IN WHAT EVER WAY SHE COULD!!!
1. SHE FLATLY REFUSED TO TELL US ANYTHING ABOUT HERSELF APART FROM THE NAME "DOREEN" AND THAT SHE WAS A NURSE FROM IRELAND!!!
2. I GOT THE IMPRESSION THAT SHE WAS RUNNING FROM SOMEONE IN IRELAND, AND WHEN SHE HAD GOT THE MONEY TOGETHER SHE WAS GOING TO MAKE HER WAY OVER TO EUROPE AND THEN ON TO INDIA!!!
3. THE MORNING I FOUND LIAM DEAD IN HER FLAT, I FOUND THE BURNT REMAINS OF 2 OR MORE PASSPORTS IN THE GRATE OF THE FIREPLACE IN HER FRONT ROOM, SO SHE WAS INTO SOME SCAM OR WHAT EVER TO DO WITH IDENTITY FRAUD, THE POLICE SHOWED NO INTEREST IN THE PASSPORTS, BUT THEY DID TAKE THE REMAINS WITH THEM WHEN THEY LEFT!!!
NO "sister dear sister" you just couldn't have that, could you, another human being getting CLOSE to me, COULD YOU EVIL WITCH!!!
"sister dear sister" HOW MUCH DID YOU PAY "DOREEN" THE SCUMBAG!!!
THE WORLD IS FULL OF GREEDY SCUMBAGS THAT WILL SINK TO WHAT EVER DEPTHS THEY HAVE TOO, TO GET WHATEVER IT IS THAT THEY WANT.
AND YOU WANT ME SILENCED, DON'T YOU, WELL YOU WILL HAVE TO MURDER ME TO ACHIEVE THAT!!! YOU SEE "sister dear sister" ONE THING YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME IS THAT NOW THAT MY CONNOR HAS GONE, I WILL NOT HESITATE IN FIGHTING BACK, SMALL AS I AM AND OLD AS I AM MAKES NO DIFFERENCE TO ME, ANYONE COMES KNOCKING ON MY DOOR LOOKING FOR TROUBLE WILL NOT GET AWAY WITH IT AS LIGHTLY AS YOU THINK, I HAVE BEEN TRAINING IN MY OWN FRONT ROOM SINCE MARCH, MY REFLEXES ARE BRILLIANT, I AM ALERT AS ANY 16 YEAR OLD AND OMEGA3 CAPS DO THE MOST AMAZING THINGS FOR JOINTS AND BONES, AND YOU WOULD BE ABSOLUTELY AMAZED AT HOW SUPPLE I AM!!! SO BRING IT ON "sister dear sister", I'M NOT SCARED OF YOU OR THE ZOMBIES THAT FOLLOW YOU, ANYMORE!!! "GET DOWN YOU CLOWN"
AND THE AUTHORITIES WONDER WHY I DON'T TRUST THEM, AND THE REASON I DON'T TRUST THEM IS BECAUSE NEITHER CONNOR, LIAM OR I HAVE SEEN NOT EVEN A HINT OF JUSTICE, BECAUSE THEY DON'T CARE, AND YET I'M SUPPOSED TO WALK ROUND WITH ROSE COLOURED GLASSES ON AND INTERACT IN THIS CRAP SOCIETY THAT WE LIVE IN AND PRETEND THAT EVERYTHING IS A-OK, BUT IT ISN'T!!!!! SO I WILL TAKE JUSTICE IN WHATEVER FORM I CAN FIND IT, AND I WILL GO TO WHAT EVER LENGTHS I HAVE TO, TO ACHIEVE WHAT IS RIGHTFULLY MINE, THE TRUTH AND TRUE JUSTICE!!!
CONNORS STORY IS BELOW AFTER MY POEM!
|LIAM'S DEATH CERTIFICATE|
And as for "fanciful direct action talk" here, below, just for you are 2 articles for you to read at your convenience, and then tell me I haven't got the courage or the necessary application to stage an "ANTI-YOU" protest!!!
IF I AM STILL ALIVE NEXT SUMMER I WILL SEE YOU OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE/WORK PLACE, BANNERS AND ALL, AND THAT IS A PROMISE STRAIGHT FROM MY HEART!!!
I HAVE ALREADY STARTED ON THE DESIGN FOR THE BANNER WHICH WILL BE ATTACHED TO THE HEDGE OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE AND THE WALL OUTSIDE YOUR WORK PLACE!!!
IF I AM STILL ALIVE NEXT SUMMER I WILL SEE YOU OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE/WORK PLACE, BANNERS AND ALL, AND THAT IS A PROMISE STRAIGHT FROM MY HEART!!!
I HAVE ALREADY STARTED ON THE DESIGN FOR THE BANNER WHICH WILL BE ATTACHED TO THE HEDGE OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE AND THE WALL OUTSIDE YOUR WORK PLACE!!!
My friend Cheryl and I organised a demonstration because Camden Council were threatening to close our children's nursery, so we chained ourselves to the central staircase at the town hall and stopped them closing the nursery, WE WON!!!
Here's me again, PLEASE don't take any notice of the word "couple", my spineless ex-partner wanted nothing to do with MY DEMONSTRATION, he was more concerned with his own image than he was about his own child even though she was just 3 years old and had been abducted by the social services and thrown into care! I stood out in the pouring rain on my own for hours that day shouting my head off for my children, I WON!!! Because of my demonstration we were rehoused which enabled me to have my children home to the total disappointment of the social services, and "SISTER DEAR SISTER" HA HA HA!!!
So I haven't got the guts "SISTER DEAR SISTER" I think I have more guts than you will ever have, you are a PRIZE "COWARD AND A BULLY" and one day soon I WILL be coming your way, down your street with my trusty banners and demonstrate outside your house/place of work, I will do what ever it takes to BLOW APART these "SECRETS AND LIES" stop me if you can, COWARD, BULLY!!!
has used to try and confuse and disorientate me, but the thing is I can read her like an open book, a bad one at that!!! have to go but will be back with more delights from "SISTER DEAR SISTER"Her emails say all there is to say about her DEVIOUS and PSYCHOPATHIC CHARACTER, and how she will go to what ever lengths she has to, say what ever she has to, to silence me!
The email above is supposed to frighten and alarm me, and again reduce me to a quivering heap on the floor, or maybe she would prefer it if I went on a violent rampage and killed lots of people, but the thing is, after a life time of being USED and ABUSED, HARASSED and BULLIED, I am not the one that's INSANE!!!
"Sister dear sister" cast your mind back to the first few months of 1984, before your side-kick moved in with me and my 2 children in Spring Bank Walk, Maiden Lane Estate. I think it was a weekend when I received a letter from "mother" pleading with me to go and help her, in her letter she sounded frantic with fear. So I got my two young children together, my youngest was still in the buggy, it was horrendous traveling round London in those days, because public transport wasn't at all children friendly, especially if you had a buggy or pram with you! It took over 2 hours to get to "mothers". Both my children were hungry and thirsty and just needed to relax. As we walked through her front door mother asked me to bleach her hair again, (she was on a constant mission to change her appearance because, and I strongly believe this, that she was a Jewish Nazi collaborator during WW11, and was on the run and hiding in the UK )!!! I was totally dumbfounded, after jumping to attention when I got that letter and dragging my children across London just so I could bleach her hair. I was raging with anger, but calmed down for my children's sake and bleached her hair for her anyway. She then cooked us dinner and told me that we could stay the night. It was about 11.30pm that night when she told me that we couldn't stay the night after all and was kicking us out, with no thought for my children and the dangers we could face trying to get home!!! I was extremely tired and felt so very, very weird as if I had taken sleeping tablets, I couldn't think straight, and couldn't understand why "mother" was chucking us out so late at night after telling me we could stay. But because of whatever it was that she had spiked my food or drink with I didn't have it in me to argue with her. So off we went out into the dark, the drug was seriously affecting me and at first I couldn't remember where the train station was, so we walked along Romford road all the way to Stratford train station, there were no trains due. We couldn't go any further on foot because both my children were too tired, and all I wanted to do was lie down and go to sleep. We waited and waited and eventually a night bus came that was going in our direction. We arrived home about 3am the next morning, my children were in tears with tiredness, my head was reeling and everything seemed to be going in slow motion. I found my front door slightly ajar, but I know that I definitely closed and locked it, and rechecked that it was locked as we were leaving the house the morning before. I pushed open the door, and there in front of me in the hall was a trail of purple sweet wrappers, I was absolutely terrified and couldn't bring myself to go into the house in case the person responsible was still inside. So I took my children and we ran as quickly as we could up to York Way, there was two police people, a man and a women stood outside the Murray Arms, (take into account that this was after 3am in the morning and I had 2 young children with me.) I told them, the police about my front door being ajar and the sweet papers, but they just stood there and laughed at me the way clowns in the circus laugh, they refused to come and check out my house for intruders. I had to take my children back to the house, there was nothing else I could do. I left the 6 foot high gate open so they could get out of the garden in a hurry, because I didn't know what would happen when I went in the house. The trail of sweet papers went from the front door along the hall and into the front room. I checked every nook and cranny in that house, under the beds, all the cupboards, but there was no one there! That whole incident was done to frighten me, and I have to say I was extremely very, very frightened, and to this day cannot work out why those police people refused to help me, but I know that "mother" and "sister dear sister" and her side-kick are responsible for that incident, one of many, many weird happenings over the years, and its all down to them!!! They must have had keys for the front door, there was no sign of damage to the front door or door frame and all windows were securely locked. and I think I know how they got them, it must have been her "side-kick", the pervert, my ex-partner. He must have some how got hold of my keys when we were both at a friends flat in KentishTown!!!
Come on "SISTER DEAR SISTER" lets have this out FACE TO FACE and in PUBLIC, but you haven't got the guts have you, you are just like your "side-kick", and your "lap-dog", manipulative, destructive, brutal, a bully, and a coward! The likes of you DISGUSTS me!!! I BET YOUR WONDERING WHO I'M CALLING YOUR SIDE-KICK??? Well maybe you should find that pint glass that you use for your whisky, fill it right up to the top, and sit yourself down, drink up, cause here it comes......
I wont reveal the name for now, but I know what YOU and HE have been getting up to all these years!!!
Did it start in 1984, or did it start before then? He was not just somebody out of the blue who landed in my life by accident, WAS HE! No, he knew stuff about that man who is supposed to be our father, what he told me in the first two weeks we were together ties in exactly with what you
"SISTER DEAR SISTER" were saying on all those message boards on the Internet in 2004.
In the summer of 1984 the man who I regretably let into my life and became my partner moved in with me and my children into Spring Bank Walk, Maiden Lane Estate, York Way, Camden Town. Within the first 2 weeks after he moved into mine I told him how much I wanted to see my father again, I hadn't seen my father since I was about 5 or 6 years old. One night soon after, he went out and came back a while later and told me that he had met my father outside the house who told him that he was from MI5 and that they were watching me!!! This has stuck in my mind all these years, I cannot help but keep asking the same question over and over again, "WHY WOULD A GENUINE GUY WHO HAS REPEATEDLY DECLARED HIS LOVE FOR ME TELL ME THIS STUFF THEN FLATLY REFUSE TO TALK ABOUT IT" BUT OBVIOUSLY IT WAS JUST ANOTHER "WIND-UP", BUT I JUST COULDN'T WORK OUT WHY AT FIRST!!!
(YOU and/or MOTHER had contact with HIM before I even met him, didn't YOU!!! HOW MUCH DID YOU PAY HIM)?!?!?!
You know, you were saying that "we children were born solely as cover for our parents who where agents/spooks after WW11. Truth or more lies, to be quite honest it stinks of purposely added confusion, planted on the Internet just for me! Know what I'm talking about, your supposed to be an intelligent human being, I'm sure if you try really hard you will figure it out despite all the whisky you drink, I laugh at you, HA HA HA your an alcoholic HA HA HA, SERVES YOU RIGHT, I HOPE YOUR SUFFERING!!!
Below are a couple of excerpts from the thread you started on the message board on RootsWeb.com in September 2004: subject: "CHILDREN AS COVER FOR AGENTS"
Oh and by the way I know that the email address: email@example.com at the top of the first page is a spoof address, yours is it!!!
I HAVE JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING REALLY IMPORTANT "sister dear sister", ITS FUNNY HOW WHEN WE, MY EX-PARTNER AND I BOUGHT OUR FIRST COMPUTER IN 2001 WHEN WE LIVED IN EGREMONT, CUMBRIA, IT COINCIDED WITH WHEN YOU STARTED PUTTING ALL THAT RUBBISH ON THE INTERNET ABOUT WHO OUR SUPPOSED ANCESTORS WERE, WELL DON'T WORRY "sister dear sister" I DIDN'T WASTE MUCH TIME ON IT CAUSE I'M ONLY INTERESTED IN THE TRUTH!!! NOT A COINCIDENCE BUT PROOF THAT YOU AND HE HAVE BEEN IN IT TOGETHER FOR YEARS!!! YOU KNEW WE HAD BOUGHT A COMPUTER BECAUSE HE TOLD YOU WE HAD AND YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD PUT ME OFF THE SCENT BY PUTTING ALL THAT RUBBISH ON THE INTERNET!!!
I AM ABSOLUTELY PIG SICK OF ALL THIS SHIT, ALL I WANT TO DO IS FIND SOME PEACE IN MY LIFE, ISN'T IT EVERYBODY'S HUMAN RIGHT TO BE ALLOWED TO LIVE IN PEACE!!! BUT HERE I AM WASTING MY LIFE WRITING ABOUT ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS GONE ON IN MY LIFE, AND WHICH WAS STILL GOING ON END OF MARCH - EARLY APRIL THIS YEAR, AND I KNOW THAT GIVEN THE OPPORTUNITY IT WILL CONTINUE AND NEVER STOP!!!
IT IS EXTREMELY DISTRESSING THE THOUGHT OF WHAT I'M ABOUT TO WRITE!!!
THE WEEKEND OF 26TH MARCH 2011, WAS WHEN I FOUND OUT FOR SURE THAT MY OWN ELDEST DAUGHTER HAD TURNED AGAINST ME!
AFTER MY CONNOR DIED I COULDN'T FACE LIVING IN THAT HOUSE IN BOOSBECK ON MY OWN. IN APRIL 2010 COAST AND COUNTRY HOUSING ASSOCIATION OFFERED ME THIS BUNGALOW IN REDCAR WHICH I ACCEPTED. MY 3 REMAINING CHILDREN AND MY EX-PARTNER OFFERED TO HELP ME DECORATE MY NEW HOME. WHAT A TOTAL FOOL I WAS FOR LETTING HIM BACK INTO MY LIFE, BUT HE SEEMED TO BE SO INTERCONNECTED WITH MY CHILDREN THAT IT WAS HARD TO SEE HOW I COULD KEEP HIM OUT!!!
AFTER MY SON DIED I COULDN'T HANDLE LIFE VERY WELL AND JUST LET THINGS HAPPEN AROUND ME, WHICH I VERY MUCH REGRET NOW!
MY EX-PARTNER BECAME INVOLVED IN MY LIFE AGAIN, MAKING PROMISES HE HAD NO INTENTIONS OF KEEPING, AND FOR A WHILE I SORT OF TRUSTED HIM. TRUSTING HIM AGAIN WAS THE MOST STUPID THING I COULD DO! HE AND MY ELDEST DAUGHTER ARE AS THICK AS THIEVES AND HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS, HE HAS A CAR AND TAKES HER WHERE EVER SHE WANTS TO GO!
A FEW WEEKS AFTER I MOVED INTO THE BUNGALOW, I LEFT THE SPARE SET OF KEYS WITH MY ELDEST DAUGHTER, SHE HAD THEM FOR ABOUT 2 WEEKS. SHE AND MY EX-PARTNER HAD THEIR OWN SET CUT AND GAVE ME BACK MY SPARE SET. SHORTLY AFTER THEY STARTED COMING INTO MY HOME UNINVITED MOVING STUFF AROUND, TURNING ON MY COMPUTER AND ENABLING THE REMOTE SETTING. I LOST COUNT HOW MANY TIMES I CAME HOME TO FIND MY COMPUTER AND TELEVISION TURNED ON, OR MY SLIPPERS ON THE COFFEE TABLE TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE MY DOG HAD BEEN PLAYING WITH THEM, SOMETHING MY DOG HAD NEVER DONE BEFORE, BESIDES SHE IS FAR TO SMALL TO BE ABLE TO PUT ANYTHING ON TO THE COFFEE TABLE, I THINK THEY HAVE EVEN STOLEN MONEY FROM MY PURSE.
FIRST, BECAUSE I WAS SO VERY GRIEVE STRICKEN I THOUGHT IT WAS CONNOR COMING BACK AND PLAYING TRICKS ON ME, SO I TOLD MY ELDEST DAUGHTER ABOUT IT, BUT THEN I QUICKLY REALISED THAT SOMEONE WAS COMING INTO MY HOME WITH A SET OF KEYS, BUT I HAD NOT ONE SHRED OF EVIDENCE THAT I COULD PRESENT TO THE POLICE. THE ONLY THING TO DO WAS TO HAVE MY LOCKS CHANGED, BUT I COULDN'T AFFORD IT, SO FROM ABOUT THE END OF APRIL LAST YEAR TO 5TH MARCH THIS YEAR THEY HAVE CONTINUED TO INVADE MY PRIVACY, AND HUMILIATE ME BY COMING INTO MY HOME UNINVITED AND THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO TO STOP THEM!!!
I HAD MY LOCKS CHANGED ON 5TH MARCH 2011!
ON THE 26TH MARCH 2011 MY ELDEST DAUGHTER CAME TO STAY AT MINE FOR THE NIGHT, AS WE WERE HAVING A DRINK, I CANT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT IT WAS ABOUT BUT SHE WANTED OUT OF THE FRONT DOOR, BUT SHE COULDN'T OPEN THE DOOR BECAUSE IT KEPT STICKING, I WAS STOOD JUST BEHIND HER AND CALMLY SAID TO HER, "I'V JUST HAD MY LOCKS CHANGED THAT'S WHY ITS STICKING". SHE THEN TOTALLY LOST IT AND SCREAMED "SO YOU THINK MY DAD HAS BEEN COMING INTO YOUR HOUSE", I SAID TO HER "YES, I THINK SOMEONE IS COMING IN WITH THEIR OWN SET OF KEYS". SHE STORMED AROUND FOR A BIT AND THEN WENT FOR A BATH, I LISTENED TO HER FOR ABOUT 30 MINUTES WHILE SHE WAS IN THE BATH RANTING AND RAVING, SHE WAS SERIOUSLY ANGRY WITH ME BECAUSE I HAD FOUND THEM OUT!!! SHE WENT HOME, THE NEXT DAY SHE SENT ME A HANDFUL OF NASTY TEXTS, SO I REPORTED THEM, THE PERVERT AND MY ELDEST DAUGHTER TO THE POLICE, BECAUSE IT WAS ABOUT TIME I STARTED FIGHTING BACK!
IT STARTED JUST 6 MONTHS AFTER MY CONNOR DIED, THEY WOULDN'T EVEN LET ME GRIEVE IN PEACE!!!
AT THE SAME TIME I FOUND OUT THAT SHE MY ELDEST DAUGHTER HAS, AND I NOW KNOW STILL IS ALSO IN CONTACT WITH "SISTER DEAR SISTER", BECAUSE "SISTER DEAR SISTER" IS THE DIRECTOR, SHE HAS EMPLOYED THEM BOTH TO DO HER DIRTY WORK FOR HER!!!
SINCE I HAD MY LOCKS CHANGED NOTHING ELSE WEIRD HAS HAPPENED SO FAR, BUT I THINK THAT'S ONLY BECAUSE I REPORTED THEM TO THE POLICE, BUT I KNOW GIVEN TIME IT WILL START UP AGAIN IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, AND I REFUSE TO SIT AROUND HERE WAITING FOR IT TO HAPPEN, AND I REFUSE TO END UP LIKE THAT POOR WOMAN AND HER DAUGHTER THAT WERE IN THE NEWS SOME MONTHS AGO WHO ENDED UP KILLING THEMSELVES BECAUSE THEY COULDN'T PUT UP WITH THE ABUSE AND HARASSMENT THEY WERE GETTING FROM, I THINK IT WAS THEIR NEIGHBOUR'S, AND NOBODY DID ANYTHING TO HELP THEM, WHICH IS ABSOLUTELY SHOCKING AND THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A CIVILIZED COUNTRY WE LIVE IN!!!
And here below is an email from her lap-dog DINSDALE, this email was designed to frighten me!!! But alas all this email did to me was make me even more determined to find out the TRUTH!!! This email is prove that "SISTER DEAR SISTER" DOSE EMPLOY OTHER PEOPLE TO DO HER DIRTY WORK FOR HER!!!
"SISTER DEAR SISTER" HAS SO MUCH TO ANSWER FOR, APART FROM THE SECRETS AND LIES THERE IS 40 ODD YEARS OF ABUSE, BULLYING, HARASSMENT and VICTIMIZATION!!!
I DEDICATE THIS POEM TO HER "SISTER DEAR SISTER"
Sister dear sister
who let you out of your cage
who let you loose upon this fragile earth
whence did thou come
was it from deep within Lucifer's realm
coughing and spluttering
spitting out your sanctimoniously noxious words
corrupting all before you
causing untold misery as you go
you gave yourself a halo
and super-glued it to your head
you stood upon yourself appointed pedestal
built out of all your wrongs
you anointed yourself as special
and waited for me
to fall down around your feet
you wove a web of secrets and lies
around my existence
but pretended to love me
like a sister should
but all the while
you and your partners in crime (mother and other siblings)
were hatching your evil plan
to keep me in confusion
to keep me under your treacherous thumb
it was such a strange relationship
me and you
although I tried hard to love and trust you
at the same time I feared you
with every bone in my body
and I felt so very awkward around you all
but love is what I needed
and that is what I concentrated on
so I brought you flowers
and did your washing up
while you were secretly having me sacked
from every job I managed to secure
|RISING FREE UP OUT OF THE DEPTHS OF DISPARE WHERE YOU IMPRISONED ME|
up out of the depths of despair
where you imprisoned me
I have seen the ferocious demon in you
the predator that lives
within your rotten heart
I have seen the hate dripping
from your eager brown eyes
you use and abuse so innocently
as if butter wouldn't melt in your mouth
all I ever wanted from any of you
was GENUINE, HONESTY, and TRUTH
and the warmth of my family
and somewhere to belong too
but you took away my freedom so many times
and stripped me of all that was human in me
you even involved my young children
and had them taken from my arms
with your devious and corrupting lies
so how do you expect me to feel
after all that you have put me through
I still have nightmares and flashbacks
from before being in care
and I'm only now beginning to work out
what they are all about
I'm a little girl no more than four years old
I'm laid on a dirty bed
in a dirty squalid room
a hand with a cloth
comes down on my nose and mouth
and then I know no more
even now at 55 years old
that still instills total horror and fear in me
and so now I say to you
sister dear sister
when will it end
isn't it enough to have to
suffer and bear the loss of my
so very precious young son
yet again my heart has been broken in two
but still you force me to endure
the endless years of secrets and lies
which you are keeping alive with your silence
if you had any decency in you at all
you would see how wrong your silence is
and speak the truth
so I may put the past behind me
and get on with my life
sister dear sister
open your eyes and look within
and let the light surround you
feel the kiss of truth upon your lips
and speak the words you keep hidden inside you
sister dear sister
please do the right thing
WHAT ON EARTH HAVE YOU GOT TO LOOSE!!!
One of the things that defines our humanity is the need to know who we are and where we come from. Why else is Genealogy such a big part of the Internet, but all I want to know is who my biological parents are/were, what part of the world I come from, and what was done to me by those whose care I was in, but it seems that I am not allowed to know the facts, only the lies, because "sister dear sister" has made it so. It seems that I have no right within British Law to know anything, if "sister dear sister" chooses not to tell me, then I am supposed to just forget it and get on with life. How on earth am I supposed to just forget all that's gone on all the years of my life, how on earth am I supposed to just forget being forcibly doped up to my eyeballs and imprisoned in a secure unit because I asked "sister dear sister" to tell me the truth. This kind of thing was the norm in my life until about 2005!!! How on earth am I supposed to forget it when its STILL GOING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111
The UK authority's like to think that they are the best in the world, but no they are not, they have some of the most outdated laws and attitudes towards the poor, helpless and those without a voice, I can honestly say that I feel like I am hated by them for being what I am!
Take for instance the solicitor that I employed to defend me in the Guisborough Court in East Cleveland on 16th February 2010. I had been charged with harassing "sister dear sister", I was going to plead NOT GUILTY, and go to the CROWN COURT and bring all this shit out into the open! But I ended up pleading guilty because of the UNEXPLAINED DEATH of my SO VERY, VERY PRECIOUS YOUNG SON CONNOR, my sons death came conveniently just at the right time for "sister dear sister", the last thing she would want is to be dragged up in front of the court to explain herself!!! I don't believe that CONNOR'S DEATH WAS AN ACCIDENT!!! THE DAY WILL COME WHEN THIS WILL BE PROVED!!!
Anyway back to the solicitor, about a month before the hearing at Guisborough Court the solicitor made an appointment for me to see a psychiatrist to prove I wasn't insane. So I told the psychiatrist what had been going on all my life and "sister dear sisters" involvement in it all. He then wrote a report in which he branded me as delusional and having a psychopathic character! I felt then as I still feel now that I had been ambushed by that solicitor, he didn't want the hassle of a court case because I was on benefits and Legal Aid isn't very profitable for a greedy solicitor! I believe that they, solicitor and psychiatrist pre-arranged the outcome of that meeting without either of them ever having seen any of the evidence! They weren't interested in my scar or the emails!!!, if I am delusional and a psychopath then what the hell am I doing walking round free as a bird and not even on medication!!! A GOOD EXAMPLE OF WHAT THE POOR AND THOSE WITHOUT A VOICE HAVE TO PUT UP WITH CONCERNING THE COURTS, SOLICITORS AND PSYCHIATRISTS, AND THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A DEMOCRATIC SOCIETY, NOT FOR US ITS NOT, ITS AN ABSOLUTE LOAD OF BULLSHIT!!! ITS ONLY DEMOCRATIC FOR THOSE WHO CAN AFFORD IT, AND IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO IS SITTING IN THE PRIME MINISTER'S CHAIR, ITS ALWAYS BEEN THE SAME!!! I HAVE ONLY JUST READ THE FULL REPORT THAT THAT IDIOT PSYCHIATRIST WROTE ABOUT ME AND IF I HAD THE MONEY I WOULD HAVE HIM UP IN COURT FOR SLANDER, ITS A VERY POORLY WRITTEN REPORT AND A LOT OF IT MAKES NO SENSE, A LOT OF THE INFORMATION IS WRONG, ESPECIALLY DATES AND PLACES, VERY UNPROFESSIONAL, AFTER JUST ONE HOUR OF TALKING TO ME HE MAKES THE ASSUMPTION THAT I AM DELUSIONAL AND PSYCHOTIC, THIS IS WHAT I MEAN, THEY TALK SHITE AND THEY ARE SHITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM A BRITISH CITIZEN AND I DO MY UTMOST TO BE A GOOD CITIZEN, I ALWAYS CLEAN UP AFTER MY DOG, I NEVER DROP LITTER, I RECYCLE ALL THAT CAN BE RECYCLED INCLUDING TAKING RECYCLING ON THE BUS THAT CANT BE RECYCLED ON THE DOOR STEP. I AM AN HONEST AND GENUINE PERSON WITH A GOOD HEART, AND WOULD HELP ANYONE THAT ASKED ME FOR HELP. I AM NOT INTERESTED IN SCAMS OR ANY DISHONEST ACTIVITY OF ANY KIND. I AM A GOOD NEIGHBOUR AND DON'T CAUSE ANY ONE ANY GRIEF AND YET THE AUTHORITY'S TREAT ME LIKE I AM THE LOWEST OF THE LOW, WHICH I AM MOST DEFINITELY NOT. I HATE THEM BECAUSE THEY EXPECT ME TO SIT IN THE SHADOWS AND WATCH LIFE PASSING ME BY WHILE "SISTER DEAR SISTER" SITS THERE GLOATING AT ME. ALL MY LIFE I HAVE FELT LIKE I AM ON THE OUTSIDE OF SOCIETY LOOKING IN, BUT NEVER BEING ALLOWED TO PASS THE THRESHOLD!!!
It should be one of the basic Human Rights afforded to every single human being on our planet! No one should be allowed to keep such important information about a persons identity a secret. I'm not talking about ancestry, but an individuals need to know who their parents are, where they come from and any other information about their childhood for example, that would make their life better just by knowing the facts!
Keeping secrets about a persons identity and with-holding other important information about that person when they were a young child, cannot be right. I call it EMOTIONAL ABUSE OF THE WORST KIND AND A CRIME AGAINST THE INDIVIDUAL, it should be part of the HARASSMENT ACT!!!
As a victim of 41 years of bullying and harassment by "sister dear sister" and other members of her sad and emotionally sick and twisted family, and others from outside the family. I feel totally harassed, and bullied, just by knowing without any doubt at all, that she knows all the facts about my identity and what was done to me as a young child, but she refuses to tell me anything out of shear spite and absolute hatred for me.
I cannot work out where all this hatred comes from. It started when I ran away from the children's home for the last time in 1969.
She blames me and says I have never been there for her, but yes I have, I was there for "sister dear sister" when her youngest daughter was supposed to be seriously ill with kidney failure for instance. I offered her daughter one of my kidneys, which "sister dear sister" immediately rejected, her reaction was as if I had offered to murder her daughter instead! My offer was genuine and heart felt, and I meant every word of it. I sent flowers and cards to the hospital, but "sister dear sister" refused to tell me the name of the ward, so I never got to find out if the daughter had received them, or even if she had survived the night!
|I WONDER WHAT HER CHILDREN THINK ABOUT THE LIES THAT HAVE BEEN TOLD ABOUT THEM BY THEIR OWN MOTHER!!!|
I've just found the above email from "sister dear sister" dated 9th January 2006, note how in the 1st line she says that she "has a daughter who is dying", then 4th line down she says that "shortly I will be burying another child", she uses her children to make herself out to be the victim! I know for a fact and without any doubt at all that both her children are alive and well! All these years later I'm wondering if the daughter had ever been in the hospital in the first place. One thing Iv learnt about "sister dear sister" over the years is that she loves to play the victim. Twice in the late 1980s and early 1990s I was told by "sister dear sister" and a younger sibling that "sister dear sisters" daughter had died, but just about a year ago I found her alive and well and living in Bedford UK!
How many times did I buy her flowers, presents, or do her washing up when I was a teenager. I was always helping her do stuff. I tried so hard to be a good sister to her, I didn't want her to reject me like mother had done on so many occasions. I went shopping with her and her husband, went on holiday and to festivals with them. I still find it difficult to comprehend what she, family, and others (my ex-partner being one of them) have done to me. It seems like all the years of my life have been one big long farce, made so mainly by "sister dear sister". As a teenager I genuinely thought I was part of a family and that life could only get better, while at the same time and in secret she was doing everything she could to destroy me, trying to make sure that I would never be in a position in the future, to do anything about what was done to me when I was a small child, and so it goes on. But why is it still going on, mother and father the two people responsible for what was done to me are now both dead! So what on earth could "sister dear sister" possibly have to loose by telling the truth, nothing, but then it would be the end of her little vengeance game, after all in her own eyes she is the victim, but how she comes to that conclusion is totally beyond me!
"sister dear sister" why did you move up to Teesside in 1985 just months after we moved here from London, and where did you get our phone number from? My ex-partner is the only person who could have given you our number, I know without doubt that he has been a part of this FARCE from at least 1984 if not from before then"!!!
"Sister dear sister" moved up here with her two young children, her youngest I was told was ill and on a lot of medication, and attending hospital appointments on a regular basis, so if this is true, then "sister dear sister" dragged her SICK CHILD all the way from Bedford, away from all that she knew, her friends and family just so she could have a better chance of destroying me!!!
I'LL SAY IT AGAIN, "SISTER DEAR SISTER" YOU ARE A DISGUSTING EXCUSE FOR A HUMAN BEING!!!
"SISTER DEAR SISTER" DID YOU EVER STOP TO THINK WHAT YOU WERE DOING TO YOUR OWN CHILDREN, WHAT AFFECTS ALL THIS HATE YOU HAVE FOR ME HAS DONE TO THEM, I DONT SUPPOSE YOU EVER GAVE IT A SECOND THOUGHT, BECAUSE THATS THE KIND OF PERSON YOU ARE, YOU ARE FULL OF AIRS AND GRACES, YOU ARE A BIG FAT SNOB AND MONEY AND MATERIAL POSSESIONS ARE MORE IMPORTANT TO YOU THAN THE WELFARE OF YOUR OWN CHILDREN, IN FACT I FEEL SO VERY, VERY SORRY FOR YOUR CHILDREN, HAVING A MOTHER LIKE YOU!!!
My plan was to move out of London so I would never have to see or speak to any family member ever again, I wanted nothing to do with any of them, but my spineless ex partner and "sister dear sister" wouldn't let it drop. I was almost ready to bring my youngest daughter into the world when "sister dear sister" phoned me and spat out all the dribble about rebuilding the bond between us, if she had left me alone and my ex partner behaved like a partner should behave then I wouldn't be doing this now!!!
What was the real reason for you moving up here. At first I believed you when you said you just wanted to be near me and rebuild the bond between us, what a fool I was, there was never a bond, just you helping yourself to my soul!!! Now I know it had nothing at all to do with genuine sisterly love, but everything to do with harassment, bullying, intimidation, and total cowardice on your part, which is exactly what its always been about!!!
"Sister dear sister" puts the blame on me, its part of the bullying process, she tries to belittle me and intimidate me by making me feel guilty, ashamed, confused. She will tell anyone that will listen, that she feels sorry for me, and that I am in need of on going mental health care, that I need to be locked up in a secure unit!
By making herself out to be the victim in all this shit, she was hoping I would be too confused to defend myself from her lies. I refuse to be taken in by her lies, and I refuse to bury my head in the sand and hope that this NIGHTMARE goes away, BECAUSE IT WONT!!! I will never stop fighting, I will never give up, not even when Iv left this mortal coil behind. So watch out in the next life "sister dear sister" because Ill be there waiting for you!!!
What kind of a woman behaves like this towards her own supposed flesh and blood. What kind of a woman refuses to tell the truth, knowing how much EMOTIONAL PAIN, TORMENT, STRESS she is causing, even though she has absolutely NOTHING TO LOOSE BY TELLING ME THE TRUTH!!!
OH BY THE WAY "SISTER DEAR SISTER" THERE IS MORE THAN ONE WAY TO SKIN AN EVIL WITCH AND SCUM-BAG LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYING!!!
I COULD SIT HERE WRITING FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND STILL NOT BE ABLE TO DOCUMENT ALL THAT HAS GONE ON IN MY LIFE!!!
I WANT AN END TO IT AND I WANT IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT THIS IS NOT THE END OF MY BLOG, IT WILL CONTINUE...................................................